letting go

Realizing that you’ve been trapped somewhere.  In your head.  Where you didn’t necessarily know you were trapped.  Or why.  Looking at why.  You were there.  Seeing that you.  Are the only one.  With the key.

listening

Is best when you are paying attention to what you hear.  Acting on what you listen to.  Behaving in a way that manifests what you sense inside.  Being true to yourself.  Doing what feels right.  Truth.  Awareness.  Authenticity.  Allowing yourself to be the true self that sits deep inside.  Listening to a voice that seems quiet but should actually be the clearest bell we hear.  Pure tone.  Resonating.  Oneness.

a new year

This year I spontaneously resolutioned.  With no effort, no external stimulii.  I sat in my house and just suddently felt different and became clear on the changes I need to make in my life.  Mavis – my new-best-friend-WVO-ride – is one of the early harbingers of that change and to her (if that doesn’t sound so strange) I am grateful.  Every day that she brings me where I need to go without harming the environment with Carbon emissions and without contributing to our current state of energy-lack-of-security.  I also spontaneously began (what I am intending will be) a 92 day juice feast.  Which means that I had to put all my chocolate in the freezer until spring (spring!!).  So the lab is closed for a bit.  But that is OK as this whole spontaneous combustion has been so exciting I know that my chocolate will only become more inspired (and taste better) when the time comes again.  Which doesn’t mean I may not have more to say.  Funny (peculiar, not ha-ha) but this is the first time I’ve written as if I were speaking with someone else and not just expressing my ideas, thoughts, feelings.  Hmmm……  2008